Leanne... I’m sorry! Now you’re probably wondering “why the title!” It’s because I am sorry to myself, I haven’t been the kindest, I haven’t been loving towards myself and I’ve let things take over.. Let’s take it back to a few months ago, bare with my guys this blog could be a long one 🤦♀️ I know I’m sorry.. but I’ve been trying to write this blog and every time I do, I delete it all and hide away, so if you’re reading this, I made it through and I published it 💪 May/June 2019... Sepsis again ! So it was middle of May and I went out with my gal Chelsea and had one of the best nights out ever, we couldn’t remember a thing. I woke up Sunday morning .. now this Sunday was special and was supposed to be the greatest day of my life, we had planned to go and book our wedding!! 💍👰🤵 I woke up and I knew something wasn’t right, and this wasn’t a hangover.. and it wasn’t “chemo sick” I started vomiting violently, I couldn’t stop I was curled up in the corner or