Side effects, feelings...
Feelings.. So it’s been nearly 3 months since I was Diagnosed with Blood Cancer (CML) and at first I took it very well, stayed positive and kept smiling and being “me” but recently it’s become harder, my side effects from the tablets and from my Leukaemia is getting worse and it’s harder to stay “me”! A lot of nights I can’t sleep due to pain and sickness, at the minute the sickness is worse than anything, I wake up to be sick, as I lay down I feel sick knowing it won’t be long till I’m actually sick.. I have had my moments where I cry to my partner that I just don’t want to be sick anymore, I wish it would All just go away or at least stop, but unfortunately I guess that’s what you get with Cancer.. you have to put on a brave face and not let it show, for it doesn’t only effect you but the people around you, who see you every day, luckily My partner often sees through the “brave face” and knows when something is bothering me or if I’m in pain and helps me through! I try not to c